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Birth Story: Part 2

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SO, where was I... Oh right, we decided to call both an OB & a midwife to see what the options were and what their opinions were on everything that had happened with my previous doctor. I got off the phone with the OB office, who I was really leaning towards because I believed I needed another hospital experience, I had tried unmedicated before and it just wasn't something I could do. I got off the phone with them and they said they would call me right back. Meanwhile, I called the midwife and left a message with them, a little relieved they didn't answer and feeling like maybe that was the sign that I was going to have it all work out with this other OB office.  I was out to lunch with my sisters when I missed the call, 1 new voicemail. It was from the OB office informing me that I was too late to take on as a new patient. They told me how sorry they were that it wouldn't work out but wished me all the luck. Juuust what I was dying to hear (queue the sarcasm). As I was...
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Birth Story: Part 1

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Today, I decided to dust off my computer and put out a new blog! YAY. I was wondering what I should share but I decided to write out my birth story. Mostly for my keeping, but I've had few people ask as well. I've been reeling over it the past few weeks and I have really wanted to share the entire story and how it all went down. Bear with me, I will probably have to share this in increments. Back about a month and a half ago, I was at my OB appointment when he sprung the news on me... "I wont be delivering your baby" WHAT?! I was so confused..This is a long story for another time... I was two weeks away from giving birth. COOL. How could he do this to me? I had carefully picked him out knowing he was pro VBAC (vaginal birth after cesarean), knowing he supported my crunchy ways. My last 3 births were semi-traumatic for me. First, Emma was an unplanned c-section, then I had tried to have Cyrus at home naturally but after a labor that lasted almost 18 hours, I stalled ou...
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Obeying God can be weird.

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This ought to be fun. It has been a little while since I've put out a blog and I've honestly really missed it! I think I might've started my last two blogs with that sentence but I'm not too sure, so I'm just going to go with it. I don't even really know what I am going to write about - BUT my biggest fan reached out to me this week telling me he really missed my blogs and sent some encouragement to start back up. So what if my biggest fan is my brother? It still counts, right? Life has been a little wild around here. We moved up to NH as I think everyone and their mother already knows. It's been amazing being around family and seeing my kids with their cousins. This weather has been a huge plus, too (except for the snow flurries we got today, what is that about?!) Along with life being just about perfect, it hasn't come without its major down times, too. Sam and I have learned A LOT these past 8 months of living in a basement. It's been a lot of...
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Can you hear me now?!

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Please, can we stop saying "yeah....but.." We all know the type, the person that always wants to be the loudest voice. The person that has to have the last word in everything they discuss. The one who waits (or doesn't) for you to finish talking only to share their response. We've all encountered this type of person. A lot of people want to be right all the time. This is not a dig at anyone in particular, I think I've just become more sensitive to it since I have been examining myself. To be completely vulnerable and open, that was one of Sam's biggest issues with me before we got married. I always had a retort. I always wanted to be right. I mean, thats pretty human of me but how annoying is that! No one wants to be friends with someone that has to be right all the time. I had this need to be heard and understood that I desperately wanted him to fulfill, but that can only be fulfilled by God. And a lot of the times, I was actually wrong. I realized real...
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Transition.

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WOW. It has been a long time since I have been able to get a blog out there! I've had a lot of you reach out and ask when my next one is coming out - welp here it is. I am not even sure what I want to write about yet. I'm just going to go with it and see what happens. Sometimes thats the best way to get it done! I've missed this. Maybe I'll catch y'all up on some new things happening in the Gilmore world! If you didn't see from mine or Sam's social media, we have moved across the country! We are now living in New Hampshire (is this even real life guys?!) Also, can we talk about this weather for a sec? 70 degrees everyday, can't even deal. After being in the 110's for 5 months, this is a welcomed break. The past two months have probably been some of the hardest to get through. I could probably write a book on all of the different things we have learned, had to face, and overcame in these past few months. Looking back through it all, we have seen h...
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Marriage 101

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This blog is going to be a little bit different. I am just going to go over the basics, one by one. Making a few points and if any of these spark something in you and you want to reach out, I'd love to hear from you! 1. Marriage doesn't HAVE to be hard. There are times that will be tough, obviously , but its all in your attitude and how you handle yourself during a conflict. YOU get to decide how a conflict is going to go. 2. Trying to control your spouse won't get you anywhere. You need to trust them and understand that they're ultimately accountable to God and that is a lot scarier than them being accountable to you. Giving ultimatums and threatening isn't the way to get what you want. You will get them to respond to you in love when you first respond to them in love. 3. Marriage consists of two humans. Humans - people who make zillions of mistakes, people who come from all different walks of life, people who communicate differently. Hopefully before you com...
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You Can Go L*VE Yourself.

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Yesterday, Laynee wasn't napping. I'm not exactly sure why, but she just wasn't in to it. So, we were laying in bed together - smiling, laughing, butterfly-kissing. I thought, man I need to document this, I feel like life is passing me so quickly and my kids become grown over night. I got out my camera and turned the forward facing view on and oh. my. lanta. What I saw staring back at me was an old, haggard, sleep deprived mom, with 0 make up on because,  honestly , who has the time... (if you don't know by now, I love to keep it real - you aren't going to hear about my "perfect" life on this blog so proceed with caution) I held that camera up for like a good 5 minutes trying to snap a cute picture of Laynee and me. Haha, not happening. There was seriously, and I mean SERIOUSLY , no good angle. It was terrible. I laid in bed and thought, wow - I can't even pick one good feature about myself. No filter is gonna fix this. My heart sank and I immediatel...
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